Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Two weeks ago I started wearing a new type of outside-the-ear hearing aid. It has drastically changed the way I interface with my environment. I've worn hearing aids in the past with mixed results.
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Now I'm hearing conversations that used to be mysterious whispers or mumbles.
I've seen the little birds in the trees in my yard for years. Now I can hear them sing.
Lyrics to songs finally make sense after 30+ years.
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Today I went in for a follow-up at the hearing aid place. They hook the aids up to a computer and tell us how much they've been used over the past two weeks.
"In all my years of doing this I've never seen this before. All 3 channels on both ears match by how much you've used them."
"And it requires multiple visits and adjustments till we can agree on what sounds good. You've figured it out, have selected out the sounds you don't want."
Well, you know us men with our selective hearing and all.
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My years of lying on the floor in the midst of self-inquiry into how I am, helped out. How do I do something?
How do I hear?
With the new hearing aids I began to notice how I supported myself now when listening.
How did I rest when I couldn't hear so well?
And how do I rest now, when hearing is less of an effort?
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Another interesting thing I've got to practice since wearing these new hearing aids is of how we can select out certain sounds, or parts of sounds (a top limit).
After the first few days, sounds that used to be annoying we being muted more.
At times I wasn't sure if maybe my own hearing was getting worse because of the other sounds going away.
But no, I could still hear conversations clearly, and birds singing.
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I was in the midst of change.
Ever seeking my own support while moving about, with new hearing.
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What change are you in the midst of?
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Awareness through Movement group classes currently ongoing:
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Sundays 2:00 - 3:00pm
8 limbs Yoga/West Seattle
$15.00
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Erik LaSeur GCFT
Guild Certified Feldenkrais Teacher